Obliviate.

The words you say can change everything for someone else. The words you say can mean the world to someone else. The words you say can destroy the world of someone else. The words you say mean everything.

So quit thinking that you don't mean that much to me compared to everyone else. & start telling me how you really feel, because your words mean differently all the time & i can't tell what to think of you as anymore. Just make up your mind of what you want to be in my life & i'll keep it in mind.

Cliff.

`I wonder how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.

Like, when you're starving, and there's a bowl of Maggie Curry in front of you, when you're about to eat, you realize there's an cockroach inside.

Like, when you finally got the book that you wanted it badly and you realize there's missing pages in it.

Like, after you bought a red pen, and you realized the ink is blue.

Like, when you saw a beautiful bird resting on a bench that you're sitting on, and when you took out your camera and was about to snap a photo of it, the bird flew away.

Like, when you are listening to a song on radio, and you start to sing along with it, and somebody else off the radio.

;

Like, when you put in so much effort just to persuade me to go to the top of the cliff, and when i finally reach the top of the cliff, enjoying the nice view, with just one push, you pushed me off the cliff.

and you're standing there, just watching me fall.

But I'm lucky, I survived from that fall, even if I had internal bleedings, I got myself a good doctor, and now, I will live on with my life, with or without you.

;

Yee :)

‘Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.

I will get myself a boat, or maybe a watercraft, don't worry, I'll get over it.

Long lost friend :)

`If you ever love somebody put your hands up.

Okay. So, I deleted my own blog. HOORAY.

Why? I'm too lazy to update my own blog, and next year I don't think I'll have the time to update my blog, plus, I've already have a shared blog, I can just post whatever i want over here. Right? Right. Okay.

Holiday, is half good and half bad for me. Good thing is, I can sleep till whenever I want, bad thing is, I'm getting fatter and fatter. Omg right? Ugh, and staying home is boring but going out with friends will make me spend money. And another thing, I'm not going anywhere this holiday, two out of three camps of mine got cancelled due to some stupid funny reasons. I think I'll just rot at home this holiday ):

I'm getting lazier. I haven't get rid of my PMR reference books. Everyone tells me that they'd throw everything right after PMR. And my books are still piling up high in my study area. I'm just too lazy to look through them and see which one to keep, which one to throw, which one to give away.

My mom is very worried about my form 4 life. Really. Everything she said made me feel so scared about my results during form 4 while I haven't even got back my PMR results. :X I chose pure science as my first choice, now think about it, Bio, Chem, Physics, Add maths. Scary subjects, and you know what? I'm still taking Chinese. And now I'm thinking whether I need tuition for Chinese next year. 6 subjects, I will need to take 6 subjects of tuition next year including Chinese. Oh gosh, that's suck. I won't have time after school to relax. ):

December 28th, Straight A's please. I want it badly.

Yee :)

Hard nuts make good peanut butter :P

"I’ve always been the one that listens and gives advice. I’m the shoulder to lean on, the one to wipe away the tears. I’m the rock. And that’s okay by me, but sometimes I need someone to listen to me too, sometimes I need someone to give me advice. I need a shoulder to lean on, and someone to wipe away my tears. I need a rock."

3 words,

TRIALS ARE OVERRRRR! :D
..for now that is.

Anyways, i've a confessing to make which will sound really silly..
I always wished i had an eating disorder so i'll puke alot & become super skinny. Why? because i feel fatter every day even when others tell me i'm loosing weight. I want to be 40kg! that's extremely underweight for my height, but i don't care! :(

Damn, if only you people knew how "much" i'm eating for dinner every night, you people would keel me or stuff me with gallons of food. Oh wells, PMR is in six weeks, all the more time to starve myself.

xx